Conversations
Well, I’m not entirely sure if I can call the fight I had with Tina a conversation. She thinks I’m being unreasonable, and I think she’s wrong. She thinks I’m jealous, and won’t admit it. Since the episode hasn’t been posted where this issue really came to a head, I guess I won’t actually divulge the details, but suffice it to say, things are heated right now.
Not only with Tina. Right before this all came to a head, Ted and I had a theoretical discussion about what if we ended up wanting to date others, and I think it really contributed to the way I am feeling about this incident with Tina. Even thinking about my partners dating others brings up a lot of the feelings I went through when my dad and mom were cheating on each other. I should not feel this way, because the Good Book clearly outlines that polyamory is the solution to the problems created by unethical sluttery such as cheating. I don’t know why idle conversation about polyamory should cause such emotional upheaval for me, when I have spent so much time trying to embrace the Life.
I have a lot to think about.
December 7th, 2008 at 11:55 am
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